Big Red arrived right on time yesterday so I will go in for a baseline ultrasound tomorrow. I’m having the same ambivalent feelings that I always do at the beginning of a new cycle. I want to be invested in it so that it will work, but I don’t want to be so invested that I get all caught up and totally bummed if it doesn’t. I want to be positive so that I can have a good response to the stims, but not get overly so that I am again bummed in the even it doesn’t work. I know that the best thing is to just take it one day at a time. But as with most things, that is easier said than done. Onward and upward.